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Post by Katsu Arai on Oct 12, 2013 21:36:08 GMT -6
She stopped, "I don't plan on..."
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Post by Sae Miyazawa on Oct 12, 2013 21:37:29 GMT -6
"Killing yourself isn't running away?"
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Post by Katsu Arai on Oct 12, 2013 21:39:26 GMT -6
"It...it's an...it's an ending," she said, hesitant, not sure if she was saying things right.
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Post by Sae Miyazawa on Oct 12, 2013 22:10:42 GMT -6
"Sometimes you don't need an ending. Maybe a..." Sae tried to find the right word. "Maybe a reset," she told her, saying the last word in English.
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Post by Katsu Arai on Oct 12, 2013 22:17:04 GMT -6
"...I...I can't redo things," she said. She could if she would...she'd shield her heart better, she'd be without this...this monster inside of her.
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Post by Sae Miyazawa on Oct 12, 2013 22:27:18 GMT -6
"Sure you can!" she said. "It's hard, but you can always take everything with a fresh start and become a new person!"
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Post by Katsu Arai on Oct 12, 2013 22:28:19 GMT -6
"No...no I can't...," she shook her head, she trembled a little.
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Post by Sae Miyazawa on Oct 12, 2013 22:31:33 GMT -6
"If you keep saying you can't, then it'll never happen."
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Post by Katsu Arai on Oct 12, 2013 22:33:57 GMT -6
"It can never happen!" she almost shouted. She felt sick, she felt tears welling up in her eyes. "I...I can never go back..."
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Post by Sae Miyazawa on Oct 12, 2013 22:39:09 GMT -6
"Then don't go back. Start again. Somewhere different. Just... don't dwell on the choices you made in the past, and look towards what's still here. Make choices that'll change you for the better!" she told her, grinning before rubbing the back of her head. "I'm not exactly helping though, am I?"
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Post by Katsu Arai on Oct 12, 2013 22:41:27 GMT -6
"The...the choices I made in the past?" she questioned, voice shaking, "They aren't my choices...they're everonee else's choices...," she shook her head, tears flowing freely, "I...I never made the choice to have my heart broken by Miyuki...I never made the choice to have any...any of my friends leave my life...like Emi..." The only choice she could make was to not let anyone in, and spare her heart, but make her feel worse at the start for having no friends.
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Post by Sae Miyazawa on Oct 12, 2013 22:47:51 GMT -6
"And you're gonna keep all the sadness bottled up? It's only gonna make things worse, not better!"
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Post by Katsu Arai on Oct 12, 2013 22:51:12 GMT -6
"I want to forget!" she shouted, completely in tears, "But...how can you just forget where your heart has lain? How can you forget someone who's cared for your wellbeing? You can't! I...I can't..."
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Post by Sae Miyazawa on Oct 12, 2013 22:55:04 GMT -6
Sae put a hand on her shoulder. "It's hard... but at least remember all the good. I know you're a strong girl. You've got some good traits about you... you just need to keep your head up high!"
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Post by Katsu Arai on Oct 12, 2013 22:55:53 GMT -6
"Good that became pain too fast," she said, taking a few steps back to lose her hand, not wanting to just knock it off.
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